I’m actually just someone else at the moment. I’m not being irrational or really sad really quickly or angry at anyone or anything. I’m just kind of passing by. It’s not me though, is it? It’s just not. I’m tempted to let things slide back no matter how unhealthy it seems, the temptation is there and I feel like I’m playing this morbid game, just going through the motions until I eventually slip back. For now I’m numb, not happy or sad or angry or excited… Just, okay. I don’t like this, I don’t like my emotions being controlled. It’s scary and makes me wonder whether this is wrong.
Get over it. I’ve decided I’ll probably started whining more often, mostly because my favourite blogs are the whinerz.
